July 22, 2010

  • I'm so tired of the sad days that come like clockwork.  Can't get out of bed for hours because my chest is empty with a cold chain attached to the edge that keeps me in. Tired of being able to point to a calendar and say, if I will feel sad, if I will feel depressed, it will be on this day.

    It's been years now and knowing it's fake doesn't make it feel less real.